The energy of August has been all about getting clear on what it is we really want from a heart and soul level. The Lion’s Gate was a monumental shift in collective consciousness that invited us to consciously choose the timeline of reality we are wanting to create in our lives. What I am seeing since 8/8 is that whether we consciously chose this or not, we are all still being invited into a conscious choice of how we want to experience whatever it is we are being presented with at the moment through the lens of compassion and acceptance.

When the collective conscious shifts timelines, we feel this reverberation for weeks afterwards as we are all individually experiencing a convergence, where two or more of the timelines come together to form one. A convergence can feel like chaos when they come together because we cannot bring into the new timeline what has been holding us back. Themes of fear around finances, abandonment, worthiness are particularly showing up for many of us.

Trust me when I say I get it! I’ve been in the depths of shadows for over two weeks after a fall I had hiking in the mountains. The photo above was taken right before the fall where this luna moth was sharing with me the importance of deaths and rebirths cycles for our inner transformations. Just after this chat we had, I slipped and hit the back of my head on a rock causing a concussion.

Little did I know how this experience would affect me in the days after with not just the physical challenges of severe headaches, dizziness, nausea but how it literally shook everything up in my brain to have to recalibrate again. For days, all I could do was sleep and give myself what I needed physically as well as so much compassion and accept that this gift would somehow open me up to receive downloads of information.

Then I began moving through waves of intense emotions that felt so overwhelming and out of control all I could is lie in bed and cry all day. I’m reminded of the last time with Mama Shasta where she began taking me through many layers of deaths in order to experience rebirth. During this time, it feels like I am allowing the flow through all these deaths, to grieve and honor all the aspects of myself that have been longing for love, to come back to my heart center, my true essence in a new way.

While I felt the presence of my healing team during this time recalibrating my nervous system, my neural pathways, my healing has been going deeper than I have ever experienced in this physical body because it is unifying my entire energy field to a different frequency. But first, it all needed to be shaken up! In my own convergence, there are filaments from old ways of being that are no longer in alignment with this new timeline.

This is what is happening for all of us, it just looks differently for everyone depending on the extent our soul has agreed to experience. THIS IS AN EXPERIENCE! HOW YOU CHOOSE TO EXPERIENCE IT IS UP TO YOU. Honestly, this has felt like my entire world if falling apart which has been scary AF and I have no idea which way to go. Pause, dear one. Wrap your arms around yourself. Place your hand over your heart and breathe. Call on your healing team to work with you during this time, guiding you through the portal of your emotions to that inner child that is screaming for your compassion, love and presence.
Here are a few guided meditations to support you during this time:
Lemurian Lullaby
Song of Rishi
Invocation to the Unified Chakras
Meeting your Inner Child

All of this is building up to the Eclipse/Equinox season starting Sept. 17th-Oct. 2nd that will support us in this convergence by releasing karmic wounds we can no longer take with us on this journey.